Saturn Pluto Conjunction January 12th 2020

The long awaited Saturn Pluto Conjunction, takes place on January 12th, at 22° Capricorn. If you have planets in the Cardinal signs (Capricorn, Aries, Cancer, Libra) at 22° in your Natal chart, you will feel this personally. The effects of this conjunction on the world stage, have been felt for the last year and will continue to affect us, for the next two years. It appears that this conjunction will primarily bring about a redistribution of power on a global level. These aspects are also known to bring about natural disasters, particularly seismic and volcanic. Although difficult to say for sure, it seems that there will be power struggles bringing changes regarding world leadership, banking and natural resources. On a more personal level, people will want to make changes in their working lives (we have already seen this over the last few months with so many strikes taking place) and many may choose to simply walk away from their jobs and totally recreate themselves. We have also been witnessing signs of recession, as often happens with this conjunction. Personally I feel that money is more and more being spent online and this is why so many high street stores are closing, which of course also brings about changes in profession for some. I also see people becoming more interested in spirituality, whatever that means to the individual. I feel we will see more of this in the next couple of years, as Saturn moves from Capricorn into Aquarius. Although these are trying times, there is light at the end of the tunnel.

The Beginning: Atlantis

As we travel back in time, seeking our own history and the meaning of our existence here on Earth, all roads lead to Atlantis and the God’s who walked there among mortal men. It is unfortunate that historians and archaeologists alike; dismiss all mention of God’s as myth and legend and with them the tales that are recorded in ancient texts because there is a mountain of evidence to support them as being the true history of man.

In this series I will present a timeline of the history of Mankind within the tale that ancient texts and tablets tell us, along with the true purpose of our life here on Earth. This is a tale which is known to only a few initiates of the Mystery Schools and the worldwide Priesthood, both of which have existed since time immemorial, though in several different incarnations.

This is a tale of God’s and magic and the mysteries of the soul, whose boundaries encompass all religions, all nations and all peoples. It is an astonishing story which explains the otherwise inexplicable architecture and monuments all around the world. It is a story which does not exist anywhere and which can only be learned by reading the sacred texts of all of the religions, sages and philosophers throughout the ages. This is a monumental task and one which has taken me decades to complete and which I will now present for your perusal:

The best place to begin is always at the beginning: Genesis 1:1 In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth. All religions are in agreement with this, as are the texts of the Mystery Schools, while Science postulates that intelligence and order came from an explosion of nothing; which violates every known law of Physics while defying common sense.

It seems that all of the people of the world once knew how the world began. Almost all religions have a male living God as the creator of all and they all tell a similar story. In most religions we find the Trinity of three God’s in one, instructions to love and not commit evil and the threat of punishment for wrongdoing. It is only in very recent times that the majority have stopped believing in God and this is due entirely to ignorance, there is proof that the God’s exist, all around the world.

In 360 BC Plato wrote two dialogues; one called CRITIAS and another called TIMAEUS. In these works Plato gives an account of Atlantis. He tells of its creation, its location, its reason for being, how its inhabitants lived and how it was ultimately destroyed. He places the date of its destruction at 9,000 BC.

In the dead centre of the world, in the heart of Egypt lies The Great Pyramid. Long before man had discovered America; the Mediterranean Sea had been named; its very name means middle of the earth; medius meaning middle and terra meaning earth. The Great Pyramid is an enigma to the modern world, whose means of construction is still unknown.

Egypt is known as the land of darkness and has a fascinating history of its own. Although Egyptologists as a whole insist that there are no historical records which give a true account of history, the truth is that the historical accounts given by the ancient Egyptians are so fantastic that they are simply dismissed as fiction.

The Egyptians have a history of being ruled by living God’s and this is the main reason for the dismissal of recorded history. The God Thoth was the Egyptian God of Wisdom and Thoth was born in Atlantis which was described by Plato as being an island larger than Libya and Asia put together, meaning that it would have spanned the whole of the Atlantic Ocean, from South America to the Mediterranean.

Thoth gives his own account of his origins in The Emerald Tablets. Thoth the Atlantean is also known as Hermes Trismegistus, meaning Thrice Great Hermes (for having Three Parts of the Wisdom of the Whole Universe) and is said to have reincarnated as several other prominent historical figures throughout the ages. Although this may sound like the stuff of fantasy, the texts and teachings of both Thoth and Hermes contain knowledge and wisdom that modern science is based upon and explains that which science is still debating.

What is known to the modern world as the Theory of Relativity, was given to mankind by Hermes thousands of years before Einstein was born. While the existence of atoms was still being debated in the early 1900’s, Hermes had not only taught of their existence but had explained how new atoms are formed.

The term Hermetically Sealed, comes from Hermes, whose teachings are well known to all of the Mystery Schools and ALL of the prominent scholars and scientists of the past several hundred years, whose works were based on those of Hermes. The saying comes from the secrecy with which his works were taught. The lips of wisdom are closed except to ears of understanding.

 A quick glance at the Emerald Tablets will leave the reader wondering what any of it means, as is also the case with The Kybalion or any other work by Thrice Great Hermes. This is deliberate and a great deal  of study is needed before their meaning becomes clear. Initiates of the Mystery Schools are prepared for many years before the secrets of these texts are fully revealed to them and rightly so because the secrets they contain are dangerous in the wrong hands.

The wisdom of Thoth and Hermes is the same knowledge that the Book of Enoch describes thus 9:6 Thou seest what Azâzêl hath done, who hath taught all unrighteousness on earth and revealed the eternal secrets which were (preserved) in heaven, which men were striving to learn.

The Gods of the ancient world were known by different names in different parts of the world but they were all the same Gods. Who Enoch calls Azâzêl, the Egyptians called Thoth and the Romans called Hermes. These Gods were not, as is so often repeated by historians, avatars of the planets; they were real beings who walked among men and ruled them.

It is a fallacy that the further back in time we travel, the less intelligent men were. A quick Google search of ancient architecture will leave anyone wondering how such structures were built, their construction being far beyond the skill of modern man. The Great Pyramid is only one of thousands of structures around the world that we are not capable of building. The knowledge of the modern world pales in comparison to that of the ancients.

While from Plato we only have 9,000 year old, second hand information with regards to Atlantis, Thoth claims to have lived there. Thoth refers to himself as a child of light and a both a sun and son of the morning, he refers to his brethren as being star born and sons of the morning. In the Christian Bible the Devil is called Lucifer, Son of the Morning, Lucifer translating as Lightbearer. Light is the universal metaphor for knowledge and it was Lucifer who tempted Adam and Eve with the knowledge of good and evil in the Garden of Eden.

While there is not room in this article to compare all of the gods, or Gods of the different religions, I will go into great detail in those which follow. It is enough to say that Atlantis was the home of the God’s who walked among us and that those God’s were the Fallen Angels described in the Old Testament of the Christian Bible.

What happened on Atlantis is unclear, though we can be sure that it was destroyed. The Bible tells us that the flood was brought because human women had mated with the Fallen Angels and that DNA had been corrupted. Noah was the last man with pure DNA and God chose him to build his ark in order that his DNA and those of the animals he kept would survive.

According to Thoth; the Atlanteans had become corrupted (Downward into the darkness turned the thoughts of the Atlanteans) as their consciousness was lowered over time. He contends that Atlantis was sunk and every trace of its existence wiped from the Earth with a flood brought by the seven Lords of the Cycles who dwell in the Halls of Amenti, in response to the actions of the Atlanteans.

There is clear evidence that a worldwide flood took place at some point in the past and the sinking of a vast continent sat in the middle of the Atlantic ocean would certainly have an effect on sea levels. Looking at Google Earth; we can see that from the North Atlantic on the west side of Africa, travelling east, nothing but desert exists all the way over to Saudi Arabia, as though all of the vegetation was simply swept away.

In Plato’s dialogue: Timaeus he mentions that the Straits of Heracles (Gibraltar) were impassable and impenetrable, because there is a shoal of mud in the way; and this was caused by the subsidence of the island. There is evidence that this mud reached further than the Straits of Gibraltar and a Google image search for mud flood shows strange pictures from all around the world of old buildings half buried by mud.

There are also catacombs all over the world where the skeletons of the dead were buried together in the hundreds of thousands, as though a great catastrophe took place and mass burials were necessary. History has a period that we call The Dark Ages which describes hundreds of years where nothing happened and no advances were made and then suddenly, we moved forward again.

We have had several changes in our calendars over the past thousand years or so and it is entirely possible that the mud flood and the sinking of Atlantis were not as far back in history as we have been led to believe.

What we can be certain of is that our ancestors had knowledge that we no longer have. We can also be sure that a civilisation far more advanced than our own existed not so very long ago and that some of the knowledge from that society survived.

Thoth relates that when only the Temple of Light remained of Atlantis, he was instructed to evacuate and head to Egypt. The Emerald Tablets describe how he taught the men of Khem (Egypt) all of the secrets that he knew. Thoth claims to have built the Great Pyramid himself as a marker of the path to the Halls of Amenti and the way to eternal life.

Whether or not the Pyramid leads to Amenti is not for me to say but the texts which were written by Thoth and Hermes certainly do hold knowledge and wisdom. This wisdom is used by the Mystery Schools, including Freemasonry, Rosicrucianism, Theosophy, Thelema and Ariosophy.

In order to understand the knowledge contained in the writings of Thoth and Hermes, an understanding of who we are and where we are is needed. I will go into more detail in the next article.

Astrology and Colour

Astrology and Colour
Part 1 – Leo

Each of the 12, astrological signs, are associated with their own colour. In this first, of a 12-part series, we will look at the correlation, between Astrology and colour, as well as the Gemstone, Tarot Card and Rune for Sun Sign, Leo (July 23 – August 22).

Leo is ruled by the sun and is linked to the colour Orange and the various Oranges in the spectrum, including Gold, which is quite pertinent for our Regal Lion. Orange is optimistic and bright and fits the Leo personality, very well, adding warmth and creativity and also, encourages growth in career and relationships These colours, also help to enhance self-esteem and charisma. Other colours that work well for Leo, are yellows, creams and reds.

Leo’s birthstone, is Peridot, a green semi-precious mineral. Peridot is a stone, of positive power, love, healing and abundance. When used positively, it can help expand your ability, to receive from the universe and is said, to possess, magical powers. It can also help strengthen, the wearers’, protective and caring instinct. Peridot, is found in all shades of green, and the Roman’s called it ‘the emerald of the evening’. Other Leo birthstones, include Tiger’s Eye and Pyrite.

Leo’s is ruled by the Strength Tarot card. In most deck’s, you will see that the Lion, is the central figure. Very fitting. Leo is usually, the centre of attention! Most Leo’s, are also, usually, fearless, just like the Lion, not to mention, strong, both physically and emotionally. Strength, is the 8th card of the Major Arcarna, in the Tarot deck, and corresponds to August, the 8th month. 8 is symbolic of infinity, generosity and karma. The strength card, portrays, limitless energy, which is another Leo trait.

Each zodiac sign, is ruled by two different runes. For Leo, they are Hagalaz and Naudiz.
Hagalaz, is associated, with a major shift of energy. The name, translates, as hail. It is the rune of shocking change and big transformations. It may seem like an awful rune, but it is usually necessary change, leading to better things. It pertains, to challenges, which bring strength, a very Leo trait.
Naudiz, is about delays and restriction. These things again, lead to strength, along with innovation, once again, perfectly aligned with Leo traits. These things lead to major change, usually, self change. It gives Leo, the perfect opportunity, to prove that they can rise above the challenges.


Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it’s time to pause and reflect” —Mark Twain

Astrology, Tarot, Runes and Magic; are all real. They are not parlour tricks as the majority tend to believe. A cursory glance at history shows us that witches were genuinely feared, to the degree that those even suspected of witchcraft were tried and sentenced to death. People are not sentenced to death for parlour tricks.

Although it may seem that Witchcraft was stamped out centuries ago, it was simply driven underground. It is in fact alive and well and is practised by some of the most powerful people in the world. How better to hide something than to convince people that it doesn’t exist?

Secret Societies

There are numerous secret societies around the world whose member practise witchcraft openly and avoid suspicion by calling their ceremonies; initiation rituals and comparing themselves to High School students joining Fraternities. The truth is that these societies practise powerful magic and their members control Governments and Countries.

There are hundreds of these Covens masquerading as clubs and they all practise the same magic. The best known of the Secret Societies is of course The Freemasons. There is much more to The Freemasons than their public image suggests.

“I… promise and swear…that I will keep and conceal, and never reveal any of the secrets…”

—Masonic Initiation Ceremony

The Freemasons are also known as The Builders and are in fact mentioned in The Bible: The stone which the builders rejected, the same is become the head of the corner. The very name Freemasons come from their belief that Adam and Eve were held captive in The Garden of Eden and were freed once the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil was eaten.

Freemasonry has a history going back to the beginning of time, far further back than any other Secret Society. It was the Builders under the instruction of Nimrod: also known by the Egyptians as Osiris the Sun God (whose Birthday falls on the Winter Solstice 25th December) who built the Tower of Babel. This is the basis for all Pagan religions and the reason that Christmas is celebrated on the darkest day of the year, it has nothing to do with the birth of Jesus who was not born during Winter.

Old Gods

Nimrod had a wife named Semiramis and they had a child named Tammuz. The Egyptians knew them as Osiris, Isis and Horus. The Greeks knew them as Zeus, Athena and Apollo. The Romans knew them as Jupiter, Mercury and Venus and the Hindus as Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva. These are some of the old gods who walked among men, teaching them secrets and there are many others.

The members of these Societies do not simply believe in what really is a religion; they actually commune with their gods and are given power on Earth in exchange for their faithfulness. Their gods are Osiris the Sun god; which is where worship on Sunday comes from, his wife Isis the queen of heaven and their son Horus the sky god and reincarnation of Osiris.


The Freemasons learn their “craft” very slowly over many years. There are 33 degrees of Masonry and the secrets that they keep are revealed one degree at a time. The Masons practise what they call “The Great Work” which also has ties to Alchemy and Hermeticism and the god Thoth also known as Hermes Trismegistus. The Great Work has one goal, which simply put; is self-transcendence. The Masons believe that if they complete The Great Work; they will become Gods.

The methods used by the Freemasons are the same as those used by almost all Secret Societies. These Secret Societies are collectively known as The Illuminati and include The Knights Templar, Skull and Bones, Gnostics, Rosicrucian’s, Satanists and Wiccans, to name a few.


The magical system that they use is known as Dualism and this can be seen in the symbols used by The Freemasons; The square and the compass, Boaz and Jachin, the checkerboard, the Sun and the Moon are all used by Freemasonry and are all opposites. The belief is that all opposites are one separate whole and one cannot exist without the other. The Great Work involves the merging of these opposites into a new form: good with evil, light with dark, the ying with the yang.

The Great Work is the uniting of opposites. It may mean the uniting of the soul with God, of the microcosm with the macrocosm, of the female with the male, of the ego with the non-ego—or what not.

Aleister Crowley, Magick Without Tears

Lesser Magic

The magic used by Secret Societies is mostly Lesser Magic and is done using symbols. Many of us have seen what is known as “The All Seeing Eye” : a masonic symbol but also used by other societies and notably appears on the US one Dollar Bill. Its correct name is The Eye of Horus and it is generally depicted with a pyramid because Horus was an Egyptian god. The Eye of Horus is often presented in the shape of the Pineal Gland: also known as “The Third Eye” which gives psychic abilities once opened and the opening of which, is one of the goals of Freemasonry.

 These are the symbols with which members of these societies identify themselves: a quick Google image search using the term “celebrities all seeing eye hand sign” or celebrities 666 hand sign will bring countless examples of this.

The rituals and symbols which are used to further The Great Work are numerous and complex and will be the subject of my next post.

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No one believes in magic anymore. We have been shown by television and other media that magic is illusory and nothing more than clever tricks and sleight of hand. Nothing could be further from the truth.

If we look back into history; it is filled with magic and magical beings. Every nation on Earth has a history filled with Witches, Wizards and sorcery; although they went by various names, their roles remained the same and they cast magical spells and foretold the future.

There were and are many ways to foretell the future, from scrying to reading tealeaves and somewhere in between is the casting or Runes. The origin of Runes is tied to the god Odin who is credited with their discovery.

Legend has it that Asgard; the city of the gods ruled by Odin, sits at the top of a tree called Yggdrasil, whose braches span the whole universe and connect different worlds together. The tree itself grows from a well where three maidens, known as Norns, dwell and it is these maidens who determine the fate of mankind by carving Runes onto the bark of Yggdrasil. The Runes carry the intentions that their symbols hold to every part of the tree, which in turn affects the whole universe.

Odin was known to pursue wisdom at any cost; in another of his quests; he sacrificed his right eye for a sip of water from Mimir’s Well, known as the well of wisdom, in order to gain knowledge. He sat one day observing the Norns shaping destiny with their runes and was jealous of their power. Knowing that insight into the power of the Runes required great sacrifice, in order to prove worthiness; Odin hung himself from the branches of Yggdrasil and impaled himself on a spear.

He gave orders that no one should aid him and he hung there for nine days and nights on the edge of death, peering into the abyss. At the end of the ninth night, the Runes accepted his sacrifice and revealed their secrets and power to him. knowledge of the Runes made Odin an invincible warrior, able to heal wounds and render his enemies weapons useless.

This story is often presented as a parable which teaches that only through sacrifice can we attain wisdom. There is though a great deal of material which suggests that Odin and numerous other gods actually walked the Earth alongside men.

It is clear from Biblical scripture that Astrology was taught to men by one of the Fallen Angels named  Kokabiel. The Fallen Angels (Nephilim) were sent by God to watch over mankind and before their fall were known as The Watchers. It seems that The Watchers were so attracted to human women that they forgot their duties and mated with them. The resulting offspring; being giants, were an abomination to God and the cause of The Flood.

The Bible states that the stars are for signs and in the book of Daniel there are several references to Astrology taking place in Egypt. The narration from The Old Testament aligns with documents such as The Emerald Tablet and the Hermetica which are attributed to Hermes Trismegistus who is also known as the god Thoth who was credited by the Egyptians as the originator of all sciences and by the Greeks as the inventor of Astrology.

There are of course many other cultures from all over the world whose history includes Astrology and there is very strong evidence that the three wise men (Magi) of the Bible who came from the East were Sorcerers and Astrologers from China who saw evidence of the birth in the stars. The Mayan civilization known around the world for their calendar which ended in 2012 also claim that their knowledge came from a god known as known as Quetzalcoatl.

While we are told that these stories of Gods and magic are all myth and legend; Astrology accurately predicts the future and while science tells us that the solar system is travelling through space at 515,000 mph, the constellations strangely NEVER change.

Some of us live in a world where everything is known and explained. Some of us live in a world where magic is real and the gods gave us the means to see the future through the stars.

What is Spirituality

If you want to know what Spirituality isn’t, then go and look up the word. You’ll find definitions all over the internet and none of them give any insight into the real meaning. There are hundreds of thousands of websites dedicated to spirituality and no two are the same.

Ultimately Spiritualty is the application of wisdom and wisdom comes only from knowledge and experience. There are many groups who claim to have esoteric knowledge, passed down through the ages from generation to generation, which when applied successfully leads to enlightenment and enlightenment as we all know, leads to happiness. It’s all nonsense of course.

The one thing that all of these groups have in common is that they are willing to sell you this information. Once you have joined their group and promised never to tell another soul, you will be told certain truths to entice you but you will never learn anything of great significance.

I’m not surprised anymore by the things that people will believe, there are those who actually believe that they are Gods and if they’ll just subscribe to a certain philosophy and pay obviously, they will be shown how to activate their Chakras or their Pineal Gland and they will become Godlike. While the process itself is genuine, those with sincere knowledge will not share it with everyone who asks.

A simple question: why would a person who has achieved Godhood need to sell such knowledge? More to the point, why would someone who has achieved Godhood sell the knowledge to any Tom, Dick or Harry who will part with a relatively small amount of money? Doesn’t that sound quite dangerous? Imagine a madman with the abilities of a God. If anyone is offering to sell enlightenment, they have nothing worth knowing.

There is knowledge that is hidden from the masses that can be bought, it is often known as occult or esoteric knowledge and it is not knowledge that will bring enlightenment. It will do the opposite of that. Unfortunately, this is the knowledge that those seeking Spirituality and enlightenment are drawn to and many lose their way.

There are religions which offer true knowledge in order to draw followers: Forget everything that you have ever been told and learn it for yourself, is from Buddhism which then goes on to teach; rather than encouraging its followers to learn by themselves. Most groups do the same, hook their followers with a single truth and then brainwash them with nonsense.

Enlightenment and Spirituality come from seeing the world as it actually is, trusting what we see with our own eyes rather than what someone else says is true. One of the more ridiculous beliefs is Evolution, which if not taught in schools, would never have gained traction as a serious theory. The whole notion is preposterous, a human being could no more evolve from a single cell than a mobile phone and a mobile phone simply coming into being and evolving from nothing is far more likely than a person. Yet we believe because we are told, though common sense tells us differently.

Knowledge is not wisdom and knowledge for the sake of knowing is a waste of time. Learning though, even things that are not true is part of the journey and it is only as we approach understanding that we realise why the Buddhism “truth” of learning for ourselves and other similarly profound facts are not just worthless but deceptive. It is not about learning what is true and what is not but what is important and relevant.

Did NASA put Astronauts on the Moon in 1969? This is a much debated topic and those who question it are called conspiracy theorists. The truth is that it makes no difference one way or another whether they did or not. There are countless topics of this nature, all of them intriguing, none with conclusive evidence of anything and none of them worth knowing.

They are distractions. Worldly knowledge has nothing of any worth to offer, knowledge of the world is a pointless pursuit. History is meaningless, it doesn’t matter who ruled England in 1588, this will never affect me in any way.

People have knowledge, they write it down and pass it on, people have wisdom but they won’t force you to listen. People have talents, they write music and books but the best books are never read and the best music never heard by those who need them the most.

Spirituality is the knowledge that I am alone, I came here alone and I will leave here alone. Everything that I know is contained with this mind of mine. Everything that I am is within. My thoughts and emotions are mine alone and nothing that I think or feel has any effect on anyone but me. I am what I have consumed, the music of Beethoven resides in my soul, the works of Dante rattle around my mind, my spirit is filled with the trials of the poets and the artists and I carry these with me, wherever I go but I am alone.

When I hate, I hate myself, no one else. The hatred that I feel for those things stolen from me, affects only me, it destroys me and those who took from me feel nothing. The anger that I feel, the rage for wrongs done, destroy me and no one else. Who can I love? Only myself, when I love my one true love, I love myself, she feels none of it.

Wisdom then is knowing that without self-control I will destroy myself. Spirituality is accepting that people behave the way that they do because they know no better, it is the compassion that we feel as we watch those angry, furious commuters elbow their way through the crowds as their rage boils inside them, the elbow in the ribs is nothing compared with the damage they do to themselves.

Spirituality is a state of awareness and compassion is unavoidable. Enlightenment, true enlightenment is not an achievement, it is not a state of delight, it is a burden and it is the first step of a long journey.

Spiritual Truth

There comes a point in everyone’s life when they start to wonder. When we’re young and life is new we’re filled with curiosity for the world, but not our place in it. Perhaps things get boring, perhaps things become difficult, maybe it’s just a natural process but at some point we all wonder why we are here. And where is here anyway.

For some of us those questions are unanswerable, it takes a long time and a lot of patience to find answers to these questions and many never find them.

There is no single answer to the “why am I here” because there are two different paths, one dark and the other light, one broad and the other narrow. The easy answer is you are here to choose but the real answer is much more difficult to express.

We must all choose a path eventually or the issue will be forced but it’s much more than a single choice. All of us, without exception knows right from wrong, it is a part of us, we like to call this knowledge a conscience because we are certainly not bound to do right simply because we know it’s right and we have all done wrong knowing well that it was. Sometimes we do the wrong thing and justify it by telling ourselves that it was the best thing we could have done at the time: perhaps a “white lie” to make someone feel better; “Yes you look fabulous in that dress”.

We find grey areas in a black and white life and we justify our actions to ourselves, but we always know when we have done something wrong.Of course telling someone they look great when they don’t may boost their confidence and that might be the reason for them asking and it’s such a small lie that it doesn’t really matter, does it?

Yes, it does, it really does. It’s not hard to say, “you look fabulous but that dress doesn’t” but that might cause tension, and that is the reason that we really lie, not to spare embarrassment but to save ourselves from conflict. It’s cowardice really.

The reason that many lose their way in their search for the truth is that the truth is unacceptable to them. There are no real grey areas and there are no such things as individual truths, there is only the truth. It is wrong to kill; we all know this but we find exceptions. It’s okay to kill if there’s a war on, it’s okay to kill if someone kills first, it’s okay to kill if someone breaks into your house.

Is it wrong to steal if a man is starving? Is it wrong to sleep with a man’s wife if she’s really lonely? Is it wrong to slander someonewho is disliked by all?

We know very well the rights and wrongs of life and we choose our way, often without realising that we have made a choice.

Religion is a way out for some, some religions promise salvation through prayer, through giving back to others. Others promise enlightenment and even Godhood, none of that is true.

The truth is difficult for most of us, even the few that find it, because it makes life harder, not easier. Finding the truth is made harder by the world that we live in, though the world is just an illusion. We interact with the world daily and we make decisions based on our emotions. Someone pushes you on the train, you feel angry. Someone you like smiles at you and you feel glad, the world dictates how most people feel from minute to minute. None of it is real and none of it makes any difference.

The things that we feel have no effect on the world at all, we believe that they do and we keep on feeling them. The only thing that is affected by our emotions, is us. Nobody knows how you feel and nobody cares, they feel the same way as you, nobody lives their life worrying about how everyone else feels. Yes, we feel sorry for those going through difficult times but we have our own lives to live. When we are angry, the only person affected by our anger is us. Yes, we all have arguments and make our feelings known but the anger is only felt by us, anger destroys the person feeling it, not the subject of the anger. Most of us, whether we like to admit it or not make decisions based on how we feel and this is how we choose our way.

Ask anyone, anywhere in the world if Adolf Hitler was evil and most will not hesitate to answer yes. It was not Hitler in the tanks, nor in the planes nor did he fight in the trenches, as far as I know Hitler never physically killed anyone: I could be wrong, I’ve not studied him. Hitler used words, he worked people up into a frenzy and convinced a whole country to go to war.

Words kill far more readily than bullets, people commit suicide every day because of words. This is a simple and obvious truth but one that makes us uncomfortable. We all have a right to speak our minds and we exercise that right without a second thought, some without even a first thought.

Someone pushed me on the train and I was angry so I made my anger clear to them. I have no idea what happened after that, I have no idea what happened just before that, perhaps the push was unintentional, perhaps my words were the straw that broke the camel’s back.

We are all responsible for our actions, careless or not. Most of us don’t like that idea and this is the smallest part of the journey for truth. We think that we want the truth but the truth is everywhere, we really want to pick and choose what we would like the truth to be and so we don’t recognise it and the journey takes that much longer.

You are here for a reason.

You have no control over yourself, the world controls you completely. The world tells you every day what is important. The world tells you every day what music you should listen to, what clothes you should wear, what topics interest you, how you should treat other people. Listen all you want, there is no truth there, there are far more questions than answers.

Seriously, listen, YOU ARE HERE FOR A REASON.

Almost everything that you see and everything that you hear is either pointless or untrue and influences you to make decisions that you don’t even realise you are making.

Hitler was not born evil; Hitler grew up impoverished in a country that had nothing but debt. He fought for what he believed in but his beliefs were based on what he saw in the world. Imagine if Hitler had been born to rich parents in America.

Words and emotions change the world, not guns, not knives.

The truth is difficult for us to find, not because it’s cleverly hidden but because it’s not what we expect. We each have a purpose, every single one of us and that purpose is also difficult to find but as with the truth, it is not cleverly hidden and not at all what we expect.


I am so excited to launch this website. It is a new, improved version of a previous site and a lot of very hard work and creativity has gone into creating it, courtesy of my very talented brother, Sean O’Toole creator and owner of (Sean is also the creator of check it out, it has some really cool graphics!)  Sean lives across the pond in England and with a 7 hour time difference, there have been times when syncing up has been difficult and no doubt, very frustrating to Sean. Thank you for all your hard work and patience Seanie! We are still adding content, so I expect there may be the odd blip, but we should be on track pretty soon.

The main aim of this site, is to bring like minded people together. There is a Forum where members (membership is free) can ask and answer questions and chat with like minded people, or even suggest something you would like to see on the site. There is also free content in the members area, a computer generated tarot card spread, rune readings, daily and monthly horoscopes, as well as the current planetary positions. It just takes a couple of minutes to become a member, so please sign up! There are also various astrology charts which can be purchased either for yourself or as a great birthday or Christmas gift, as well as Tarot card reading, either in person if you live locally – Regina and area, Saskatchewan – or else by phone, text, email or video calling. I hope you enjoy this site as much as we do!